wow.. glad to see beeyan starting her posts too!!
taiwan's fun! don't forget to buy things back for us! lol.

anyway i do agree with what shulay has said..
in life, there's times where you will reach the lowest peak of it but before you know it, something good comes along with it...
that is why i always believed that one must stay positive no matter what happens.
so what if nothing is becoming what you expect? You'll never know how bad a thing may eventually turn out to be good afterall!
in life, we gain some. we lose some.
but we won't get to lose everything at one time.

without love, there's still friendships.
without money, there's still kinships.
without anything in the world, you still have you.

that's why it is true that in whatever phase you are in your life, you'll have to cherish what you are having right now at that moment...
because you'll never know just when things will start to change.

anyway, like you, im sure everyone of us have been thru emotional struggles as well!
which one of us haven been through a failed relationship?
you see..
even though we may have love luck tdy, it doesnt mean tmr we will have it as well.
there are good times and bad times..
so what you have failed in the past?
just take it as a learning experience and move on along...because we always end up meeting the wrong ones before we know who is the right one.
that's why im encouraging those who doesnt have the luck right now to keep on trying.
don't give up!

it's not about how many.. or how long in a relationship you are in.
but whether you've been happy in this relationship... whether you will go on to cherish all the memories that you've been thru.
as long as you're happy, nothing else matters!

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if i'm in shan's position...
i would say abort the child no matter how cruel this may sound.
but it is even more cruel for the child to be born in this world without a happy and complete family.
how will it be like to look at your child and have it remind you of all the unhappy past?

if he doesnt love you or vice versa.
i don't see the point why one should continue with the relationship.
you are the one who has the control in your life.

so it takes just one decision to decide whether you'll be happy or not.
so why not chose the decision that will make yourself happy?

like i say, don't make your own life miserable.
you have the control to it.
be happy!!

p/s guys: don't be scared to voice out all your feelings and unhappiness yeah?
that's what this blog is for!

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